PDAC
So we are at PDAC. I'm not sure if I have talked about this much here, but Daniela was extremely controlling and manipulative when it came to what I ate. I have struggled to eat at all since mid March. I'm down a shit ton of weight and it hasn't been healthy. For some reason the mental block coms with me cooking. I used to love to cook. Lately I have been totally unable to and the thought of being in the kitchen triggers me, makes me feel like shit, and I normally end up in tears. That being said I have learned that I can eat when I go out, or at other people's houses. Not sure why that is, but I am working through that with my therapist. Anyhow, fast forward to Toronto and PDAC, and my stomach has been on a wild ride. All different foods and cuisines, bread, cream, fat etc etc. My stomach has been killing me. My mouth loves it, the body less so. It will adjust but it's been interesting.