Trauma
People think that the reason I was so upset after the breakup was due to Daniela. It was a bit, but it was about so much more. About a week before she walked out on our relationship, I had come to so deeper realizations about my childhood and life. It was full on trauma. There were lots of things I was dealing with and in fact still am, and will be for awhile. I discussed some of this with Daniela at the time, and I've uncovered more about it since then. Her walking out on me and our relationship was a trigger of me feeling abandoned and alone since I was a kid. I felt truly and utterly alone and worthless once again. Throw in trying to deal with ending a relationship with somebody who has zero ability to handle conflict, controlling, unhealed trauma, has narcissistic tendencies and it's a recipe for disaster. She was and is a beautiful person on the outside. I honestly believe our relationship was too much for her. She had to blow it up because it was making her con