Back at It
I've taken a long break from posting. I have no idea if anybody even knows that this exists anymore and I think that's a good thing. I have been doing a lot of writing for myself over the last while, I just don't publish it anywhere. I started going to Therapy in January 2019. I had finally realized that the way I was living my life wasn't making me happy. I was in a relationship with a woman that I shouldn't have been. She was somebody I wouldn't ever love and was just a filler and left me feeling empty. So I wanted to work on becoming truly happy and figure out why I made such dumb decisions with women. So the process hasn't been a lot of fun. I've lost some friends along the way as they weren't able to come along for the journey. I was warned that this would be the case. My other relationships have become even stronger and deeper. I'm able to be vulnerable and open and say that I'm sorry when I truly am. Fast forward to Decembe