Not Sure
So I've been dating. Or rather I've been trying to date. I'm confused and lost. I go out with these women, they are very nice and very kind and I have some fun. Good conversations but I don't feel anything. I don't mean that I'm not attracted to them, I mean I'm going through the motions. The one from several weeks ago keeps popping in my mind. She was smart. I'm not sure if she met somebody else, or if life just happened. Life can be a real bitch. I keep thinking I'm going to run into Daniela. I've been out and about more. I'm sure it will happen at some point. I try not to shrink when I'm out, and try to think about spreading my shoulders and claiming my space. That's what I want to do. Claim myself back. Fuck what she put me through.