Therapy
Therapy has saved my life this year. Without my therapist and a group of friends, I'd have killed myself. The abuse and carnage that was my relationship with Daniela Sosa was indescribable. The way she blew things up, used everything I had told her in confidence against me was soul destroying. We almost need a therapy group for people who have dated her. I'm sure everybody has a similar story. So the dating a narcissist (cover narcissist in this case), and then the ending of the relationship, will bring back up every piece of trauma that you have ever encountered in your life. It will make you confront every ounce of past trauma that you have ever experienced. In the end this is a good thing because you will be further along your heeling than you were before, but the process is crushing. Soul destroying. So many tears. So many thoughts of why you are still here, because in the end why are you still doing this? How many times have I thought about my plan? How many time